I Told Because I Love You

Please don't be mad,
She needed to know,
I couldn't live with myself if you actually did it.
I couldn't live knowing,
that you were gone because i didn't speak up.
So I told your mom.
I told her about your poems,
the ones about killing yourself.
Now you say you hate me,
you say you never want to talk to me again.
I told because I love you,
I always will,
Even if you hate me.

- Samantha

How Can I Not Love You

You don't know it,
but you're perfect.
You don't know it,
but you're beauitful.
You don't know it,
but I love you.
Its impossible not to love you.
I love your laugh,
I love your hair,
I love your smile,
But most of all,
I love your love.

- Samantha

Truth About Lies

My life is a lie,
my world is a lie,
we are lies.
There is no truth in this world.
The truth is dead.
And so am I.
I am a lie,
I am death that has yet to come.
And thats the truth.

- Samantha

She Wont Ever See You As More

Your smile shines,
your eyes sparkle,
and yet,
she wont ever see you as more then just a friend.
I love you.
You love her.
She wont ever see you as more.
You know how much I need you,
you know how much I love you.
Why do you want her,
when someone who really cares,
is standing right here in front of you.
She wont ever see you as more.

- Samantha

Nana

Its hard to believe a year has gone by,
it seems like just yesterday you were with me,
with us.
I never pictured life without you,
Now your gone,
now my life is no longer complete.
I need you,
I miss you,
and I still love you.

- Samantha

Got To Thinking

Last night the tears poured like rain,
I got to thinking,
I don't love you anymore.
I don't need you anymore.
For the first time ever my heart is clear,
For the first time ever I want to see you with her.
I'm over you.
All because,
I got to thinking,
thinking about you.

- Samantha