Preston

He makes the sun rise.
He makes the stars shine.
He makes the birds sing.
He is my everything.

Why did he have to go.
Why couldnt he have stayed.
Why does the pain grow stronger everyday.
Why cant I get him out of my mind.

I love him.
I miss him.
I need him.
I cant take another second without him.

Love Is Evil

Love is Evil.
Love is Pain.
Love is Hate.
Love is hurt.
Love is hard.
Love is cruel.
Love is unkind.
Love is unwanted.
Love is uncool.
Love is all the things you cant say.
Love is all the thoughts you don't dare think.
Love is hope.

Emma

Shes Everything to me,
shes perfect in every single way,
shes smart,
shes pretty,
shes everything a girl should be.

I'm in love with her,
but its a secret of course.
I don't want anything to ever hurt her.

Emma.
I love her.
Someday I hope she reads this,
so she will know,
how true my love really is for her.
I'd die for her.
I'm in love with her.

The Glass Room

Im in a room,
its made out of glass.
Theres only one way out,
I have to break the glass,
but if I do that,
I'm going to get hurt.
So I must pick,
Stay and die on the inside,
or get hurt coming out.

I Miss Those Days

Those days when I wouldn't cry myself to sleep at night,
those days when I didn't wish I was dead,
those days where I was happy,
those days when I had you.

Every things different now,
every things changing,
everything isn't as important,
as those days when I had you.

I'm sick of the drama,
I miss those days.
I need you here.
Because Preston,
I do,
I miss you.

Forever

Forever. Forever. Forever.
Its just a made up word.
There is no such thing as forever.
We only have seconds.
In seconds a life can be ruined,
in sconds a life can be made.
Forever is never really forever.
If nothing last forever,
then why is it even a word.

The Perfect Girl

Shes beautiful,
but she doesn't see it.
Shes smart,
but she doesn't believe it.
Shes amazing,
but she doesn't understand it.
Shes perfect,
but she doesn't think it.
I'm in love with her,
but I don't want to believe it.

Someday

Someday you're going to see,
just how much pain you caused me.
Someday you're going to cry for me.
Someday you're going to die,
and I will dance on your grave.
You stabbed me in the back,
so now I'm stuck,
praying that you get hit by a bus,
struck by lightning,
eaten by a bear.
Someday a day is going to come,
where you look back and think about the time you walked away from me.

Jakeass

I use to call him Jakey,
now i call him Jakeass.
Hes a jerk,
I never want love back.
Everytime i love someone,
they leave me.
Jake knew if he left it would kill me,
and yet he left anyway.
So now I call him Jakeass.