Please Don't Give Up On Me

You said you give up on me,
You said you're done trying to help me,
Please don't.
I need you.
Im sorry.
I wont let him use me anyone,
Please forgive me.
Jake please,
I really do need you.

- Sam

Dead End Road

In the end,
We all go down the same road.
We all die,
We all cry,
We all laugh,
We all sing,
We all feel the same feelings,
We're all people.
So why do we treat each other with such hate,
Such little understanding.
If we don't change now,
We're just going to end up on,
A dead end road,
With no way to turn around.

- Sam

Life Is A Ride

We take this ride for years,
Sometimes we can barley hang on,
Sometimes we slip and almost fall.
Its the ride of life.
I'm about to fall,
Everyone slips sometimes,
But nobody has to fall because the rides to much to take.
Life goes on even if you cant keep up.
I know,
In the end,
I'll be fine.
But for those of us who give up and jump off,
Think before you act...

- Sam

My Trust Is Gone

Don't take it personally,
I don't trust anyone anymore.
My trust is gone,
There's only a handful of people I trust.
Trust takes years to build,
and one second to break.
Its because of them I don't trust,
every ones going to leave me again,
I cant love anyone,
I cant trust anyone,
It all hurts too much.
Its because of you I don't trust.
You're using me,
So stop,
Before the little trust I have is gone.
Too late.
My trust is gone.

- Sam

He's Coming Home

I cried when he left,
It broke my heart,
Our friendship was over,
He was gone.
Our mindless hours together were over,
its safe to say I loved him,
I probably still do.

To every goodbye there is a hello,
He's coming home,
We can be together again,
He's moving back.
Now I only cry,
tears of pure joy.

- Sam

Every Second

Every second hurts,
Every second brings me more pain,
Every second away from you,
Kills me.

You left me here alone,
You left me here to die,
You killed yourself,
And now I'm dying too.

All I can think about is the memorys we could have had,
All the good times we could have shared,
All the times we could have cried together,
Its gone now.

What can I do but cry,
Theres no changing to past,
I'm broken,
But its not just because of you.

Its because of him too,
He was sick,
It wasnt his fault,
But I needed him here.

I needed him to know me,
I needed him to hold me,
I needed him to be here,
But he wasnt.

Every second hurts,
Every second brings me more pain,
Every second away from him,
Kills me.

But It isnt his fault im like this,
It isnt anyones fault,
I didnt know him,
So why does it hurt so bad.

Its also because of her,
She was old,
It wasnt her fault,
But I miss her more and more.

I always thought she'd be there for me,
No matter how old I got,
No matter how old she got,
Now I cant think about her without crying.

Every second hurts,
Every second brings me more pain,
Every second away from her,
Kills me.

Every second hurts,
Every second brings me more pain,
Every second away from them,
Kills me.

- Sam

I Don't Care

Hes using me,
but here's the thing,
I don't care,
Nothing hurts me anymore,
I no longer care if I hurt the ones I love,
Or if someone hurts me,
Or if someone uses me,
like he is now.
I gave up,
and now,
I don't care.
I never cared to begin with,
I knew you were using me the second u said,
"I will never let anyone hurt you ever again"
that's when I knew,
I knew you were going to hurt me,
I knew you didn't really care,
And for some god damn reason,
I just don't care.
My hearts been broken too many times,
I know pain,
I am pain,
So I no longer feel it.

- Sam

I Don't Need You

I hate you,
I don't need you!
I never needed you,
I just needed someone to talk to.
I made the wrong choice,
by talking to you,
the wrong choice,
in trusting you.
I use to think I would circle the world for you,
but today I wouldn't walk an inch for you.
I don't need you,
anymore.

- Sam

Im Going To Die

A feeling of doom,
A feeling of anger.
I cant explain it,
but I think,
Im going to die,
I dont know how,
or why,
or when.
All I know is soon,
I will be gone.
I want to be remembered as Sam,
Not samantha.

- Sam

The Trust I Don't Have Anymore

You promised you would never tell,
You said you could keep my secret.
Now you say if I don't tell my parents you will.
I don't trust you anymore.
I don't have to tell anybody anything,
I should never have told you.
For now I do not trust you,
and i never will again.

- Samantha

You're Nothing But A Memory

I shouldn't have called you,
Your just not that dorky little kid I use to love.
You've changed,
Or maybe it is I who has changed.
Now,
You're nothing but a memory.
Id rather have you a memory,
then know you for who you are today.

- Samantha.

She Loves My Enemy

She loves him,
I can hear it in her voice,
see it in her eyes,
and feel it in my gut.
She loves Ethan,
my enemy.
My best friend loves my enemy.
Who am I to say that she can not love him?
Who am I to judge her?
My biggest nightmare,
has become the biggest truth,
For I feel,
he may love her back.

- Samantha

Never Really Loved You

I figured out why I hate myself,
I figured out why I cry
I figured out who I am.
But I also figured out...
that I never really loved you.
Jake, Im sorry,
but I never really loved you,
I just needed someone to talk to,
Someone to trust.
It kills me to say this
But I never really loved him.

- Samantha

The Good Stuff

Your hair,
Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Your love,
You smile,
Its the good stuff.
Your life is pure,
Your heart is simple,
Your the one I love,
Your the one I want,
But its okay,
You can have her,
I'll wait here in the background.

- Samantha

Ohio

I hate it here,
I don't belong,
I don't fit in,
I don't want to be here.
I want to go back.
I need to go back.
I was truly happy there.
In Ohio.
When I turn 18,
that's where I'll be.
I'll be where the cornstalks tower over me.
I'll be with my Uncles that I love.
I'll be where Gimpy died.
I'll be where I'm happy.

- Samantha