I'm Done Missing You

You made my life hell,
You made me cry,
You made me die inside,
You're out of my life,
Why do I still miss you?

Tears fall down like rain,
The life in me begins to drain.
My heart hurts,
My life's falling apart,
And its all because of you.

I cant get you out of my head.
I'm stuck.
I try to be done,
but then you smile at me,
and then....
We start all over again.

I'm going to try like hell,
This time I'm not coming back.
I'm done missing you.
I'm done hurting over you.
I'm done putting up with all the stupid things you do.

So to be honest,
I hope you do get her pregnant,
I hope you're life's hell,
I hope that when you think of me you know what you missed.
I hope you get hit by a bus,
I hope you get everything that you deserve, because believe me hun, you deserve hell.
I wish you all the pain you've cause me times two,
I hope you wake up and see she will never be what you want her to.

So goodbye to the one I called my brother,
So goodbye to the pain,
Goodbye to the hate,
Goodbye to the tears,
And hello to the new start.

Preston

He makes the sun rise.
He makes the stars shine.
He makes the birds sing.
He is my everything.

Why did he have to go.
Why couldnt he have stayed.
Why does the pain grow stronger everyday.
Why cant I get him out of my mind.

I love him.
I miss him.
I need him.
I cant take another second without him.

Love Is Evil

Love is Evil.
Love is Pain.
Love is Hate.
Love is hurt.
Love is hard.
Love is cruel.
Love is unkind.
Love is unwanted.
Love is uncool.
Love is all the things you cant say.
Love is all the thoughts you don't dare think.
Love is hope.

Emma

Shes Everything to me,
shes perfect in every single way,
shes smart,
shes pretty,
shes everything a girl should be.

I'm in love with her,
but its a secret of course.
I don't want anything to ever hurt her.

Emma.
I love her.
Someday I hope she reads this,
so she will know,
how true my love really is for her.
I'd die for her.
I'm in love with her.

The Glass Room

Im in a room,
its made out of glass.
Theres only one way out,
I have to break the glass,
but if I do that,
I'm going to get hurt.
So I must pick,
Stay and die on the inside,
or get hurt coming out.

I Miss Those Days

Those days when I wouldn't cry myself to sleep at night,
those days when I didn't wish I was dead,
those days where I was happy,
those days when I had you.

Every things different now,
every things changing,
everything isn't as important,
as those days when I had you.

I'm sick of the drama,
I miss those days.
I need you here.
Because Preston,
I do,
I miss you.

Forever

Forever. Forever. Forever.
Its just a made up word.
There is no such thing as forever.
We only have seconds.
In seconds a life can be ruined,
in sconds a life can be made.
Forever is never really forever.
If nothing last forever,
then why is it even a word.